I can't believe that it is May, already! More to the point, I can't believe that it's almost the end of May, and that my holiday is very nearly here.
Which is the reason for this post. The time seems to have flown by - every day bringing joy and sorrow, though not in equal measure. Already, this year has begun to be one of the worst in recent times.
However, that is definitely going to change. Because I said so. Although I could, in retrospect, have done without going away right now, with so many things up in the air, and my whole life in turmoil, I find that that is a really good reason why I should be going away.
I intend to use this time to pause - to do some thinking about what I want in the midst of all the turmoil and indecision from others. I need to begin to make decisions for myself, and not base them on the thoughts and feelings that everyone else wants me to take into account.
Being a great distance away will help with that. I'm going with a friend who has no expectations from me, apart from just being a friend. And that will help, should I need a sounding board.
I was told recently that everyone has an agenda; at least with my friend, Hazel, I know that is not true.
So. I'll post some pics when I return, and will let you all know how I've got on. I am so ready for this time - well, in spirit if not in actuality, seeing as how I'm going to be spending the rest of the day ironing! - so will talk with you all in June.